Week #27:
I wanted an adventure and he gave an adventure. My ultimate adventure was to love and be loved. But I was thrown on a loop in a never ending rollercoaster. He didn’t love me, he never had, and never would frankly I wasn't even sure if he liked me. I was nearly a toy to him, I was always there for him, but never the same for me. I felt so used. I hadn’t ever wanted to run away. I was depressed and still am, he doesn’t care though that’s why he moved on but I seem to be stuck.
I wanted an adventure and he gave an adventure. My ultimate adventure was to love and be loved. But I was thrown on a loop in a never ending rollercoaster. He didn’t love me, he never had, and never would frankly I wasn't even sure if he liked me. I was nearly a toy to him, I was always there for him, but never the same for me. I felt so used. I hadn’t ever wanted to run away. I was depressed and still am, he doesn’t care though that’s why he moved on but I seem to be stuck.
Week #21:
The silence was defining. He still hadn't talked to me and I felt as if I was being ignored. To keep me occupied I doodled my first name with his last name, but I had this thought about what Sue said about what she had said to me earlier. Maybe he really didn't like me or wanted to go to prom with me. But I made excuses, which didn't help my case. I wanted him to be mine, but my chances weren’t so fair at least thats what I thought.
The silence was defining. He still hadn't talked to me and I felt as if I was being ignored. To keep me occupied I doodled my first name with his last name, but I had this thought about what Sue said about what she had said to me earlier. Maybe he really didn't like me or wanted to go to prom with me. But I made excuses, which didn't help my case. I wanted him to be mine, but my chances weren’t so fair at least thats what I thought.
Week #19:
He was sitting, just sitting wondering what life was like for the rich when he saw a mysterious figure passing him by. But it wasn't one of those drunkies that he saw every night he was different, he stood tall and didn't stumble. He got closer to him. He was knocked out by a punch to his right temple, but he couldn't wake up. Next thing the homeless man knew , he was dead, but now he was truly wondering what its like for the rich heaven, or hell.
He was sitting, just sitting wondering what life was like for the rich when he saw a mysterious figure passing him by. But it wasn't one of those drunkies that he saw every night he was different, he stood tall and didn't stumble. He got closer to him. He was knocked out by a punch to his right temple, but he couldn't wake up. Next thing the homeless man knew , he was dead, but now he was truly wondering what its like for the rich heaven, or hell.